Alejandro Ignacio Mateo-Soltysiak

1988 - 2009
LocationSevilla, Spain
Age20 years
Cause of DeathSuicide
Date of Birth15/06/1988
Date of Death15/01/2009
Visitors4,103 since 28/04/2009
Creator

Alex and his younger brother by 15 months, Dani, both loved kayaking on the Guadalquivir River in
Sevilla.
Alex, every morning I go to the beach and just know you are near to me when I see the ocean, the
tide on the shore, and remember our trip to Portugal, just you and me, 10 months before you left. I
love you my son, forever.

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Alex, you are my stars, my moon, my sun, my son, I love you always and forever, my blonde baby boy,
my teenager, my fine young man, my special angel as I am your special angel too,,,love, Mamá

For Alex, from Mom

You were never meant to be
Walking the same path as me
Into the day, you are eternity.

Holding your warm little hand
Feeling your infant heart beat
Inside of me you´ll always be.

Your words of love are true,
The way I hear you has changed
Flesh giving way to memory.

Floods of tears will never regain
The bliss of seeing you kiss me
But I feel your kiss within me.

Mom, I love you,
Alex, I love you too.

Alex, my blonde baby boy, my teenager, my fine young man, my top notch waiter (remember when I was
one of your teachers at Pineda Country Club, Alex?), my pride and joy, my fellow swimmer in a family
of fish, my waterpolo champ, my kayaking champ, you are and always will be my special angel as I am
yours too. You are such a perfectionist, such a noble guy, so sharing, loving, caring, so soft and
sensitive, you are everything to me. I miss you so much Alex, I will never completely comprehend
why you chose to hang yourself, why you didn´t fight to survive whatever was tormenting you so
inside. I have seen your drawings and begin to understand the turmoil in your heart and soul, but I
will never know why you didn´t stay and fight. I hate the illness which took you from us. We all
love you so, your brothers Danny and Enrique, your sister Anna and Meli, your girlfriend Eva, she
loves you too, in spite of the arguments and problems, she will always be your one true love and you
will be hers too. I miss you, I love you, I still tell you bedtime stories at night, and I know you
hear me because I hear you too, please keep sending me your signs, I need you my love,,,,
kisses, Mamá

To all who have been so kind as to visit my angel son Alex, all candles left so he will keep on
shining brightly over all of us here who love and miss him so are truly appreciated, please leave
one so we know you have been here with us. All your thoughts are thankfully appreciated by me, his
sisters Meli and Anna, his brothers Danny and Enrique, and especially by Alex, my moon, my sun, my
shining star, my son.

with love,
Melinda,mom4ever of Alex


"...losing through You what seemed myself, i find selves unimaginably mine;
beyond sorrow's own joys and hopings very fears Yours is the light by which
my spirit's born: Yours is the darkness of my soul's return... You are my
sun, my moon, and all my stars."

~e.e cummings


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♥Love Lives On♥

(Amanda Bradley)

♥Those we love
are never really lost to us -
we feel them
in so many special ways-
through friends
they always cared about
and dreams they left behind,
in beauty that they added to our days...
in words of wisdom we still carry with us
and memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on♥

LOVE AS
ALWAYS
CLARE x

POEMS SENT WITH LOVE FOR PRECIOUS ANGELS,HAVE A NICE WEEKEND, 19TH NOVEMBER 09

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥H ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷA ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HALINA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ THURSƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ H♥

Angels
May angels rest beside your door,
May you hear their voices sing.
May you feel their loving care for you,
May you hear their peace bells ring.
May angels always care for you,
And not let you trip and fall,
May they bear you up on angel's wings,
May they keep you standing tall.
May they whisper wisdom in your ear,
May they touch you when you need,
May they remove from you each trace of fear,
May they keep you from feeling greed.
May they fill you with their presence,
May they show you love untold,
May they always stand beside you
And make you ever bold.
May they teach you what you need to know
About life here and here-after.
May they fill you always with their love
And give you the gift of laughter

Unknown


Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ FRIƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ HA♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆

Where Did You Come From ?
Where did you come from, Baby dear?
Out of the everywhere into here.
Where did you get your eyes so blue?
Out of the sky as I came through.
What makes the light in them sparkle and spin?
Some of the starry spikes left in.
Where did you get that little tear?
I found it waiting when I got here.
What makes your forehead so smooth and high?
A soft hand stroked it as I went by,
What makes your cheek like a warm white rose?
I saw something better than anyone knows.
Whence that three-comer'd smile of bliss?
Three angels gave me at once a kiss.
Where did you get this pearly ear?
God spoke, and it came out to hear.
Where did you get those arms and bands?
Love made itself into hooks and hands.
Feet, whence did you come, you darling things?
From the same box as the cherubs' wings.
Where did you get that dimple so cute,
God touched my cheek as I came through.
How did they all come just to be you?
God thought of me, and so I grew.
But how did you come to us, you dear?
God thought of you, and so I am here.

George MacDonald, 1871


Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ HA♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ SATURDAYƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆


Angels Always There
Whenever I’m in fervent prayer
I feel God’s holy angels there;
Protective, loving, and serene;
Who stay nereby, tho yet unseen.
Thus, when I feel my heart might break,
I try to smile for Jesus’ sake;
Whose angels let my faith not dim
That I might see the smile of Him!



Sancie Earman King


Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆HA Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥SUN ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥HA ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆


Stone walls do not a prison make,
Nor iron bars a cage;
Minds innocent of quiet take
That for an hermitage;
If I have freedom in my love
And in my soul am free,
Angels alone that sore above
Enjoy such liberty.

Richard Lovelace

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ HA♥ ☆ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆HA Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ ☆
TAKECARE.LOVE FOR TODAY,TOMORROW AND FOREVER.
IN MY LOVING THOUGHTS ALWAYS.LOVE ALWAYS HALINA XXXXXXXXXX THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR CONTINUAL SUPPORT FOR MY ANGELS AND I XXXXXXXXX

Halina A. And Her Angels (Soul Mate) Thursday evening

Three Little Words,xx

♥Three Little Words
Forget Me Not,
They Don't Say Much
But They Mean A lot,
Forget You Not
I Never Will,
For In My Heart
I Keep You Still.....♥

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♥SENT WITH
LOVE AS
ALWAYS
CLARE♥
x x x x x

I NEVER SAW YOUR WINGS

How is it that I never saw your wings
when you were here with me?
When you closed your eyes and soared
to the Heavens I could hear the
faint flutter of you wings as you left.
Your body no longer on this side
your spirit here eternally I see your halo shine.
I close my eyes and see the multicolored wings
surround me in my saddest moments and my happiest times.
Son my angel God has given you your assignment
always my son forever my angel.
You fly into my dreams and when I am asleep
I feel your wings brush against my face wiping away
the tears I shed since I can no longer hold
you in my arms but in my heart.
You earned those wings dear son
and you will always be me angel eternal.
by Michele


SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES LAST FEW DAYS. LOTS HAVE HAPPEN, MY SON CHRISTOPHER 16 WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT. THANK GOD THAT HE'S OK. HE WAS ON HIS WAS TO FOOTBALL PRACTICE AND FELL ASLEEP DRIVING. I KNOW ANTHONY AND HIS GRANDFATHER MUST OF BEEN WATCHING OVER HIM. THANK GOD HE'S OK. ALSO BEEN WORKING ON MY HOUSE. IT MY HUSBANDS GLEN'S BIRTHDAY ON THE 26TH AND TRYING TO MAKE IT SPECIAL FOR HIM. SO SENDING YOU EXTRA LOVE AND (((HUGS))). ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO

Gloria Anthony'S Mom (Close Friend) 6 days ago

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Eternal Light
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Heaven

If we could visit heaven,ღ♥ღ
Even for a day,ღ♥ღ
Maybe for a moment,ღ♥ღ
The pain would go away,ღ♥ღ
I'd put my arms around you,ღ♥ღ
And whisper words so true,ღ♥ღ
That living life without you,ღ♥ღ
Is the hardest thing to do.ღ♥ღ
No matter how we spend our days,ღ♥ღ
No matter what we do,ღ♥ღ
No morning dawns or evening falls,ღ♥ღ
When we don't think of you xx.ღ♥ღ
unknown

LOVE ALWAYS
CLARE
x x x

saturday14,11.09 tribute with love

Ascension

And if I go,
while you're still here...
Know that I live on,
vibrating to a different measure
--behind a thin veil you cannot see through.
You will not see me,
so you must have faith.
I wait for the time when we can soar together again,
--both aware of each other.
Until then, live your life to its fullest.
And when you need me,
Just whisper my name in your heart,
...I will be there.
�1987 by Colleen Corah Hitchcock

sent with love from Halina and her Angels xxhave a nice weekend precious angel xx14.11.09


sunday tribute with love 15 .11.09

I know I am still with you
in your prayers, your thoughts, your heart
And though you cannot see me,
I will always be a part
of life's sweet celebrations
in those times when you reflect
on how, though things are different,
through our love, we still connect.
We'll see each other someday
when our spirits all are free,
until then, I am with you
because you remember me.


UNKNOWN 16.11.09 monday
sent with love from halina xxx

We'll Never Say Goodbye

I cannot see you with my eyes
Or hear you with my ears.
But thoughts of you are with me still
And often dry my tears.

You whisper in the rustling leaves
That linger in the fall;
And in the gentle evening breeze,
I’m sure I hear you call.

A part of you remains with me
That none can take away.
It gives me strength to carry on
At dawning of new day.

I think of happy times we shared
And then I softly sigh.
But this I know -- we’ll meet again
And never say goodbye

tuesday.17th .11.09
an angel whisper in your ear?
their voices are soft and comforting
letting you know you have nothing to fear...

If you listen very carefully
you might just hear their sweet voice
whispering to you of gods perfect love
and all things that make you rejoice...

They do their very best
to always watch over you
to keep you safe and happy
in everything you do...

So next time you feel lonely
kind of scared or feeling blue
just whisper to your angel
and listen...for they will whisper back to you...
sent with love from halina xxxxxxx have a nice weekend xx

Halina A. And Her Angels (Soul Mate) 1 week ago

SENT WITH LOVE BY HALINA.GODBLESSS BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS ANGEL,LOVE HALINA XXXXX9TH NOV 09

My long lost angel, why did you go?
There's no answer, I may never know.
Smiling so bright, like white shiny gold.
Then you were laying there,
"God, please give her back, I need her here.
I will die here without her, I fear.
There's an emptiness deep in my soul.
With her gone, I'll never be whole."
This aching pain is so much to bear.
When I wake up and you are not there.
You were with me for just a short while.
I'll never forget your sweet little smile.
You staying here wasn't meant to be.
God needed an angel and gave you wings.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
When my time comes, we won't be apart.
My world is dark, no sun and no moon.
Wait for me angel, I'll be with you soon.

Briana Hall

can’t comprehend just how sad you must feel
For the loss of someone you love.
This sorrowful time must still feel unreal
And you’re looking for strength from above.

I hope, from my heart, that your pain will decrease,
That your spirit will gain strength again,
And I pray that your faith will create inner peace
And that God will send blessings–Amen.

Till then, if you need me to lighten your load,
I’m waiting to come to your aid.
Just call on me, and I’ll walk down that road,
Until the dark times start to fall

By Karl Fuchs


GODBLESS SPECIAL FRIEND,HAVE A NICE WEEK.THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR CONTINUAL SUPPORT.LOVE AND HUGS ALWAYS,YOU AND YOUR ANGEL ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS 9TH NOV 09

Halina A. And Her Angels (Soul Mate) 2 weeks ago

My long lost angel, why did you go?
There's no answer, I may never know.
Smiling so bright, like white shiny gold.
Then you were laying there still and cold.
"God, please give her back, I need her here.
I will die here without her, I fear.
There's an emptiness deep in my soul.
With her gone, I'll never be whole."
This aching pain is so much to bear.
When I wake up and you are not there.
You were with me for just a short while.
I'll never forget your sweet little smile.
You staying here wasn't meant to be.
God needed an angel and gave you wings.
You'll always have a place in my heart.
When my time comes, we won't be apart.
My world is dark, no sun and no moon.
Wait for me angel, I'll be with you soon.

Briana Hall

can’t comprehend just how sad you must feel
For the loss of someone you love.
This sorrowful time must still feel unreal
And you’re looking for strength from above.

I hope, from my heart, that your pain will decrease,
That your spirit will gain strength again,
And I pray that your faith will create inner peace
And that God will send blessings–Amen.

Till then, if you need me to lighten your load,
I’m waiting to come to your aid.
Just call on me, and I’ll walk down that road,
Until the dark times start to fall

By Karl Fuchs

Anna Lucia Bristol Pereira (Family Friend) 2 weeks ago

You may not be able to see me,
Though you think that I am gone.
Inside your heart you carry me,
So I live on, I live on.

I know you feel an emptiness,
Of words we left unsaid.
Release your pain, forgive yourself,
For I already did.

The love you gave, I took with me,
And left my love for you.
So now I know some time has passed,
Here is what I ask of you.

Share my life and remember me,
To those you love – out loud.
And I will become part of them,
For that would make me proud.

Those little quirks, the quips I said,
Please share those memories.
For there is no plaque or stone,
That would better honor me.

I loved you then, and love you still,
And will forevermore.
So take my love and pass it down,
That’s what my legacy is for.

Give my memories, my love as gifts,
And do not mourn that I have gone.
Just place my love in your Heart always
And you will know that I live on.

ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO

Gloria Anthony'S Mom (Close Friend) 2 weeks ago

sent by halina and her angels x


Guardian Angel
At times when I am feeling sad
and think that no one cares,
I feel the vibrations of your wings
and know that you are here.
I then feel your tender touch
as you enfold me with His Love.
A yearning prayer has come to earth,
sent down from Father above.

I can never deny your presence.
You fill my heart with song.
All sad thoughts simply disappear,
knowing that I am not alone.

You loan me strength when I give out.
And you raise my courage up.
I can face my troubles head-on
Mortal thanks is not enough.

I will live each day I have
in humbleness and in prayer.
With heartfelt words I'll write
and with all others, share.

Lottie Ann Knox
sent with all my love angel,Godbless,have a nice weekend,all my love halina xxx6 nov xxx 09x

Halina A. And Her Angels (Soul Mate) 2 weeks ago
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